i want:

big sweaters

asian skincare

colored contacts

long hair

thin thighs

vacations

ideas

beyond fangirling.

ああぁぁぁぁ〜

i think i’d be okay with never accomplishing anything massive.

it’s not my true inner wish,

so i might as well be selfish with this life.

i should just do my best to not hurt others destructively, to learn, to understand and give chances.

i feel perhaps i should accept my simple hopes,

rather than building complex ambitions in a futile effort to impress masses.